Saturday, June 16, 2012

Nellie: from South Africa to Tanzania


Nellie in Tanzania

I feel like this is the reunion episode on some MTV reality show—‘The Real World: Cape Town, Where Are They Now?’ Well, at present I find myself sitting in the purgatory area of the Dar Es Salaam airport in Tanzania. I’ve got a seven hour lay-over before my connecting flights home (Quintessential cheap-college-travel-occurrence) and can’t check into my flight and the padded departure seating for another few hours. This blog is being written on a time limit (the remaining battery life of my computer) so my apologies if it lacks my normal flourish or graphs.
            
I spent the last five weeks in Tanzania with Theresa, we stayed with family friends of her’s in Arusha and I felt so fortunate to get a taste of East Africa. We spent our free time there reading profusely, reveling in having quiet rooms to dose off in and some reflection time after leaving Loch Road, we also well aquatinted ourselves with the gem of a television series that is The West Wing (frankly it dominated our night-life). We traveled down to Zanzibar for a week—the island is fascinating—we wore the customary headscarves as we walked around the unique city of Stone Town and soaked up the sun on a much needed beach holiday. The transit back consisted of a 14 hour bus ride from Dar Es Salaam back to Arusha, which was an experience. It certainly enabled us to get to see a lot of Tanzania’s scenic diversity, and the lack of A/C coupled with the speakers blasting the Swahili B-grade movies provided us with a ride we will never soon forget.

Nellie & Theresa
During the days we spent time volunteering at the school where our host works at, helping out with her 5th grade class. This was particularly interesting for me as I spent my internship in Cape Town teaching grade 5 English and Social Studies. The student demographic couldn’t be more different, at Christel House the students are all from the poorest of the poor in the townships, in Arusha I worked at a private school filled with children of diplomats, lawyers, and business tycoons. It broke my heart to see the level that my new students were working at compared to my Capetonian class. I preformed a reading comprehension assessment here similar to one I did in Cape Town with drastically different results. The students at this private school didn’t even flinch, most breezed through it, while my class in Cape Town really struggled with this simple task. Obviously, my students from the townships have such larger obstacles to overcome compared to the privileged students, but I just couldn’t help thinking how wrong it felt that by some roll of the dice in the universe these sweet, smart, and curious students would have such a different experience, even considering that my students at Christel House were loads better off than their peers in the public schools. I still can’t quite wrap my head around it.

Another bit of Tanzania that I feel compelled to write about was what it felt like to be amongst the elite. There are approximately 2000 Tanzanian Shillings to the dollar and things are really, really, cheap here. For around $12 Theresa and I were able to buy: 1 ripe pineapple, 4 avocados, 1 kilo tomatoes, 1 kilo onions, 2 green peppers, 1 kilo of oranges, 4 mangos, and a bushel of bananas—I think that well illustrates the purchasing power our sorry checking accounts had here. The family we stayed with employed a maid and a security service that had a guard (askari in Swahili) on premises 24/7, I was never really able to wrap my head around this feeling of being waited on as normal. I did my best in my pathetic Swahili to greet the guard when we passed and we had several brief but pleasant chats in English with this one guard, Christopher. He was a friendly older gentleman who took ownership of maintaining the vegetable garden out back and was eager to practice his very impressive English skills. He was incredibly kind and hard working and one day came inside to help translate with the Electrician. He took off his shoes when he came inside and I saw the disrepair that his socks were in, they looked ancient, with prominent stains and large holes from heavy use. It’s a weird thing for me to fixate on, but it really put me in a funk. Socks are disposable for me, when they’ve served their purpose and start to tatter I just pitch them and buy a new pack at Costco. That is obviously not Christopher’s reality and again the most obvious reason behind that difference is just the chance that went into the situation we were born into. He’s a really intelligent man and though he received no formal schooling you can just tell he would excel academically, he could surely be a high achiever and live a life of leisure off his wit and gumption, but for him, that just wasn’t in the cards. I don’t think I’ll ever understand this facet of the world.
            
Theresa and I were fortunate to find out about an organization called HESHIMA which works to provide job training in sewing skills for marginalized Masaai women. They have a textile training center where the women are taught to use Singer foot pedal machines and work their way through different product patterns, they sell their products and help support their families off of their profits. HESHIMA also runs a small library and class for the local children near their facility each Wednesday. Theresa and I worked there on Wednesday afternoons and it was simultaneously a joyous and depressing. A lot of Masaai children will never go to school and spend their time shepherding the family’s cattle and goats or taking care of younger siblings, many only speak Maa, the Masaai dialect, and can’t speak Swahili or English, further isolating them from the world. HESHIMA’s once a week session is the only schooling some of these children receive. They were terribly shy around us at first (our first day they bashfully ran away from us for hours) but as soon as we gained their trust they were pulling at us for hugs and hand holding and just some smiles and TLC. We sang nursery rhymes, practiced counting in English, and played games like Duck-duck-goose. The session cumulated with the children receiving a slice of bread with some jam and a glass of juice each as well as the ability to check out a book from their portable library (a lard cardboard box of picture books with a check-out log). The children cherished both the food and the book, either savoring the piece of bread as long as they could, taking little sips of juice, or just wolfing it down immediately, they worshiped the books they got, stroking the covers and gently leafing through the pages—mind you these are children ranging from 6 months to about 12, so for toddlers to have such reverence for things like this shows how precious they are to them.

Sitting in the circle and looking around at the children the first thing you see are their beaming smiles and curious eyes, beautiful just like most other children you come across, but soon your vision pans out and then you notice the large rips in their colorful clothes, the snot caked on to their sweet faces, the crust cemented around their bright eyes, and the flies that are a constant and ignored presence around them—walking freely on their faces without so much as a blink from the child. Some of the children clearly display the swollen bellies common with Ascites and similar conditions common with malnutrition and some of the younger ones cough deeply and cry often. It’s a sight out of a Sarah McGloughin PSA, only it’s not some pathos edited clip, it’s real and sitting and smiling right in front of you asking you to read it Goodnight Moon. If there is any experience that will make you feel truly grateful for all of the banal things that you never even think to be thankful for, this is one of them. The work HESHIMA is doing in their community is truly inspiring and here is their website if your interested in learning more: www.heshima.org.uk
  
My time in Tanzania was without a doubt a worthwhile addition to my time in South Africa. It enabled me to experience another rich and fascinating culture and added an additional level of food for thought. I really began to miss my students at Christel House, and became really ready to get home to my family, and friends, and local beach. My time spent watching the West Wing and my encounters with crooked immigration and traffic cops even got me excited to be back in America, which believe me is no easy task. I’m sure as my summer at home starts and when I get back into my normal routine at UConn I’ll have more time to reflect upon what parts of my time in South Africa and Tanzania reflects in my thinking and actions, but until then, ciao. 

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